What's the point of having a heart when it brings nothing but pain?

-_-' Stupid emo vent art.
Last night and most of today was pretty shit for me,
but only because I do it to myself.
And I do nothing to change it.
I sit here, making myself more and more miserable by the passing moment,
Being as stubborn as can be - not letting in the one person who desperately wants to actually help me.
I'm selfish and a fake,
and I really don't deserve any kind of help by the way I treat people.

I love drawing my fursona, Heavin,
because she does the things I desperately want to.
And she also feels my misery....and it shows.

Just ignore me, i'm being stupid now.
I'm okay at the moment.
So no problems.

Heavin © me.