so, this is a thing i had to do. it is so important to me. so i used the oldest design of the oldest charcter on the oldest account that this person i was a friend of had. that way noone should ever figure out who they are.

one day, i forgot how i even ran into them, but i did. their art was so cute, and i loved their style and it was just so good. i did waht i normally do and comment spam the shit out of all the art i love.
i guess it;s unfortunate that i guess i end up making friends with some of these people?
that aside, we talked a ton and have so much fun, and tehy were so kind, an nice, and sweet, and tehy just amde it fun to draw. it got to a point quickly where we just drew eachother shit for no reason and just for fun whenever the hell we wanted.

so, over time, they started falling into trouble and needed money and stuff. so i offered to take up some old things for them since it was large amounts that those things were. i had honestly no intention or desire for them to ever draw me anything during this time. so they only did a few sketches, one specific colored thing. time was going by kind of fast? so i offered to double it up so we could just chat and they do whatever while i played some games so if they wanted they could just watch.

well, then tehy started to go silent for long periods of time, and without all of that time they still owed me. i guesss that kind of got to me a little, but them being just kind of gone had me worried, and get anxious and message more. i tried to not spam them but kind of just random thoughts like any other friend i have might be able to understand?

so one day i pissed them off, and the person they weere with told me to just never come back, like i was nothig but trouble and only making things worse for them. when my friend got back on, they said that they would want to keep being friends and stuff. but i told them that i couldn't. not after all the pain and trouble i was causing.

so i made the promise that they would never have to see me around again, talking with them, or on anything they are on or anything. it's sad to think that i went from a nobody, to haveing an amazing friend, to ruining that very friendship because of myself all within a 9 month period.

well, i check in every now and then to see and make sure they are doing well. even after all that trouble i caused them, they are still so important to me and i only want and wish them the best. that they get better, improve and have better things happen in their lives.

so yesterday i did a little snooping and, my god, their art as improved so much, it's is so beautiful to look at. it made me cry to know that they had gotten to get so good. the rest of the day i was on the verge of tears with no way to fix that it hurt a litlte.

and if you make it this far, and wonder with all your might who it is.
PISS OFF.
i'm not going to tell anyone a fucking thing more than this. it's none of your damned business who it was, or who they are.
i wish i would have gotten more of their art before i ruined the friendship.