Hey Twin, its me again.
You left so abruptly from our lives that day. I'm not much for words but..hey..I miss you. You looked so tired the last day i got to see you, but i could see hope glimmer in those eyes, and your hug was so warm. Listening to you laugh and carry on brought warmth to my heart.
It shattered the day you left. But twin, you know what? Its on the mend and do you know why? Its because of you. I know you are still here...not just for me, but for her as well. I feel that warm embrace with each memory that flutters to the surface.
The first day you called me twin..it was all some grand joke to confuse other people on the role play sim we met on, little did we know itd grow to mean so much more. Days...weeks...years have passed an each moment took place in my heart, you became so much closer to me. Who would of thought some one not of blood could be considered as if they were. We had great days....we had our not so great days...but we were there for each other when it mattered most and to make each other laugh again. Sometimes id join in your antics and put some silly avatar on just to feel that smile radiating from you through the screen. An some days you'd make me spazz just like a sister would...yanno you aren't suppose to take your pants off around your sister! *laughs* i still remember me frantically throwing pants at you. You'd just laugh an continue on with your mod work.
Even though we never got the chance to play that card game and watch anime like you wanted to the next visit...im going to visit you here everyday and we can watch over my phone, ill even bring a deck of cards.
Everyday im going to think of you but not in a sad way, but in a good way because you haven't left me. We will meet again face to face, one day. But till then...
Hey Twin, its me again. :)
Edit: this is the reason behind the storm trooper helm, his ye ol trolling outfit. https://www.dropbox.com/s/a2bi3hb1h.....n_001.jpg?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/jyvupaxue.....n_002.jpg?dl=0
You left so abruptly from our lives that day. I'm not much for words but..hey..I miss you. You looked so tired the last day i got to see you, but i could see hope glimmer in those eyes, and your hug was so warm. Listening to you laugh and carry on brought warmth to my heart.
It shattered the day you left. But twin, you know what? Its on the mend and do you know why? Its because of you. I know you are still here...not just for me, but for her as well. I feel that warm embrace with each memory that flutters to the surface.
The first day you called me twin..it was all some grand joke to confuse other people on the role play sim we met on, little did we know itd grow to mean so much more. Days...weeks...years have passed an each moment took place in my heart, you became so much closer to me. Who would of thought some one not of blood could be considered as if they were. We had great days....we had our not so great days...but we were there for each other when it mattered most and to make each other laugh again. Sometimes id join in your antics and put some silly avatar on just to feel that smile radiating from you through the screen. An some days you'd make me spazz just like a sister would...yanno you aren't suppose to take your pants off around your sister! *laughs* i still remember me frantically throwing pants at you. You'd just laugh an continue on with your mod work.
Even though we never got the chance to play that card game and watch anime like you wanted to the next visit...im going to visit you here everyday and we can watch over my phone, ill even bring a deck of cards.
Everyday im going to think of you but not in a sad way, but in a good way because you haven't left me. We will meet again face to face, one day. But till then...
Hey Twin, its me again. :)
Edit: this is the reason behind the storm trooper helm, his ye ol trolling outfit. https://www.dropbox.com/s/a2bi3hb1h.....n_001.jpg?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/jyvupaxue.....n_002.jpg?dl=0
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Things are slowly on the mend. ^^
i just wish i could do more for his fiance
devielama who was left behind with the expenses.
But i made sure she could come visit this memorial i made whenever she wanted to an how ever long. This was the start of my mending, it felt so good to put something so personal together.
i just wish i could do more for his fiance
devielama who was left behind with the expenses. But i made sure she could come visit this memorial i made whenever she wanted to an how ever long. This was the start of my mending, it felt so good to put something so personal together.
Im glad you think so! I really liked putting it together! The Dr Who police booth was in memory of something he loved and the storm trooper helm was something from our past to help remember him by because he would put it on with a pink tux and troll unsuspecting second life residents with. XD
Sounds like good times and memories! Its why I've decorated places I've lived at with things and trinkets of friends. Memories of the good times, even bad. Its just nice to have it and be able to think of them, even if they had to leave my life in some way or another. It happens, but what they mean usually stays so when reading this it pulled on the heartstrings a bit and brought a smile with a slight tear to the eyes. This is something beautiful and many on SL should consider the same for any friends they miss. Its beautiful! ; ~ ;
Awwww!
I totally agree! i have many things in my inventory from the people that have come an moved on from my life(still living, this was the first actual death), i just felt compelled to create something beautiful from the pieces of my heart that had shattered, to make it stronger as time would move on.
Everyone should do it in some form or fashion, it does really help.
I totally agree! i have many things in my inventory from the people that have come an moved on from my life(still living, this was the first actual death), i just felt compelled to create something beautiful from the pieces of my heart that had shattered, to make it stronger as time would move on.
Everyone should do it in some form or fashion, it does really help.
this strikes the biggest chord with me.
I met someone on SL a long time ago and we called each other "the evil twin" all the time, hung out, joked, chatted, played games, the works. Then one day i found out my twin had committed suicide due to depression; something i ironically also struggle with. I think it's been five or six years at least and i still find myself stumbling across little reminders of her, some make me smile and others still make me cry.
I wish you the best and fondest memories of your twin and am horribly sorry for your loss.
I met someone on SL a long time ago and we called each other "the evil twin" all the time, hung out, joked, chatted, played games, the works. Then one day i found out my twin had committed suicide due to depression; something i ironically also struggle with. I think it's been five or six years at least and i still find myself stumbling across little reminders of her, some make me smile and others still make me cry.
I wish you the best and fondest memories of your twin and am horribly sorry for your loss.
Oh wow...that must of been awful to find out about! An ya im still a lil bit raw, i tear up here an there when i think about him an how his fiance must be feeling right now...especially so near the holiday. I think about if i had the money right now to, id get her a special art picture for her, i tear up about the idea i want to do cause it just draws out that raw emotion.
An thank you for the condolences....at least he's not in pain anymore but still it was too soon. Ill get better fully eventually.
An thank you for the condolences....at least he's not in pain anymore but still it was too soon. Ill get better fully eventually.
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