First vent art!
it hurts psychically and emotionally,to not have any money.
"OH BUT PIX YOU GO OUT AND BUY A LOT"
yeah,but guess wat,money doesn't last forever. whenever i go out the only thing i buy is FOOD. sometimes i might buy something to treat myself but i stopped doing that because im strongly saving up for a surface,and a gift for a loved one.
I don't have money for lunch,i end classes on the 14th. not trying to guilt-trip anyone,but i just want to let you know im not whining because i need a dollar to make $100 (ITS AN EXAMPLE: i only have two in my bank)
People that used to commission me often stopped,which its understandable because christmas its 3 weeks away.
i gotta pay my phone soon,which its a pain in the ass.
my dad asked for help but i had to say no cause i didn't had money.
my dog's starved for a day or two,grandma got some cash to feed them but that cash its also gone.

i'll probably just wait for my birthday to make in cash,with...cards and stuff. not keeping my hopes up,i barely got money last year.

I'll start getting ready to ditch the idea of getting a surface