Well, I have noticed that rants aren't my thing, so I'll try to make this as a joural of someting, I might be very introvertive but I think you are in right to know what is happening on my side.

Frist about the pic, I got inspired in Steven Universe's episode "Mindful Education" in the "Here comes a thought" song in said episode, were the problems are represented as butterflies, don't ask me why, everyone has their own way to express their problems differently, mine is as knives on my back but the butterfly idea took quite my interest, not fully though.

Here's the said song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlywLOKhAYE

I mostly like to hear ir when I'm feeling down

Well, mostly what is being bothering me is because two of my friends doesn't like each other (I will not say names, but if they read these they will know who they are), one being quite meh towards the other and the other being emotional unestable, mostly my main issue here is that he doesn't feel well about something, I show him a pic I'm working on and he sometimes goes down, dunno why, I try to talk with him but he says "I'm fine" a classic, but I know he's not fine at all. But why should I bug? I care about him but he gets down just stupid things I upload here. I really want to know about what0s bugging him, cause if you keep avoiding it, the issue will be growing and growing till surpasses a limit and how I can give you a solution if you don't give me the problem, I am not a Mind reader or a magician to know things. I try to help people and friends, but not only hearing their problems, no I always try to give you a solution than those fuckers saying "I see" and they don't even give you a damn advice about it. Which, to be honest, really frustrates me, and yeah, that's another reason why I don't tell my problems to anyone, cause I don't want to hear a fucking " I see", "oh dude, that's something sad to say" or "I hopes things end well"; I mean, there are situations when you can apply these like "My laptop died", like yeah, I can't do anything but I wish you luck, that's acceptble, but when he is telling you a problem about his personal life thathe's dealing it, try and give the person some advice, really, they will appreaciate it.

So yeah, that's pretty much it, myself with it, aside of RL issues to but I'm getting over with it, I thought Icould update you what's happening and many things may be ironic or hypocrite but that's human's life is about: Hypocresy. I can prank you but you can't prank me.

The only good side is that I'm on vacations now, yay me (?)