I have a problem, sometimes I over think things. I've been really ill lately and it has left me with so much down time that I can't stop my mind from wondering. And when there is someone in your heart, you want nothing more then to have them there with you. I've done everything in my power to never be a selfish man and I never ask anything from anyone. But right now I just want to be a little selfish. Just some silly musing of a lonely romantic.

Missing You

I Lean Against the Railing,
The Wind in my Face,
I can’t help but to feel the tears Trailing,
The wet lines do they trace.

Always am I fine,
When you’re too busy for me,
I just hope you’ll find the time,
To take a moment and see,

Forever I am loyal,
To your every desire,
My emotions sit and boil
Fueled by my unwavering fire,

I love you so much,
Of that you know is True,
I’ve been waiting so long for your touch,
I don’t know what to do,

Why can I not be demanding,
Of the thing I hold Dear,
You may always go on guessing,
But I’ll never reveal,

That sometimes I feel,
Maybe if I was your friend,
You’re have more time to deal,
Instead of being your lowly boyfriend,

Still I’m honest,
You’ll never have to wonder,
When I’ll be on next,
Because I wait and I ponder,

Do you know how much I miss you,
And I’m starved for your touch,
Take a moment to think of me too,
Because I just love you so damned much.
- Jeremy "The Foxx" McLaughlin

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