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You know, I know I can be ... really awkward and stupid with others sometimes. Even with my closest friends or with my family.
I have always struggled to interact with others and express my emotions. I am very lunatic or moody, sometimes too sensitive, sometimes very insensitive, sometimes overprotector and sometimes very cold.
Some of you who have already spoken to me or who know me a little know it, whether it is my parents, ex-friends or mere acquaintances, sometimes I can be a true lovely dragon and sometimes a Real asshole. I am the first to regret it, I acknowledge not being an easy person and that I have my wrongs. I think somewhere I like and I hate people as much as I love and hate myself.
I would like to be a little more ... stable, a little more "accessible". Think a little less then sometimes.
I would like to be able to have good times and have nice conversations with people without being afraid, without being suspicious and without taking my head ...
In short, today, I got angry with what is probably the person closest to me and who knows me best. Someone who knows my secrets and the worst aspect of my personality.
Someone for whom I have a lot of affection even though I probably do not show it enough. All this due to a moment of incomprehension and lack of dialogue.
I am angry and feel guilty at the same time. It's my day of rest and yet I feel so frustrated.
I sincerely hope to be better than that one day, just as I hope that things will get better with my friend who is important to me even though he may think otherwise at this moment.
... and sorry to all people That I could hurt unintentionally.
I have always struggled to interact with others and express my emotions. I am very lunatic or moody, sometimes too sensitive, sometimes very insensitive, sometimes overprotector and sometimes very cold.
Some of you who have already spoken to me or who know me a little know it, whether it is my parents, ex-friends or mere acquaintances, sometimes I can be a true lovely dragon and sometimes a Real asshole. I am the first to regret it, I acknowledge not being an easy person and that I have my wrongs. I think somewhere I like and I hate people as much as I love and hate myself.
I would like to be a little more ... stable, a little more "accessible". Think a little less then sometimes.
I would like to be able to have good times and have nice conversations with people without being afraid, without being suspicious and without taking my head ...
In short, today, I got angry with what is probably the person closest to me and who knows me best. Someone who knows my secrets and the worst aspect of my personality.
Someone for whom I have a lot of affection even though I probably do not show it enough. All this due to a moment of incomprehension and lack of dialogue.
I am angry and feel guilty at the same time. It's my day of rest and yet I feel so frustrated.
I sincerely hope to be better than that one day, just as I hope that things will get better with my friend who is important to me even though he may think otherwise at this moment.
... and sorry to all people That I could hurt unintentionally.
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Dragon (Other)
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File Size 202.7 kB
It's okay, it's alright, we're all here for you, if you ever need someone to talk to it's okay. I have similar problems myself and I know exactly what you mean so it's alright. I hope everything goes well for you and again if you need just to talk or so lets anyone of us know and we'll do what we can to help however way we can.
*hugs*
As humans we are not meant to be perfect, we are meant to struggle sometimes, stumble and fall. Even the most perfect intensions don't guarantee a perfect result, quite the opposit actually. ^^; But it seems this is part of our journey.
A relationship, no matter if friends, family or your partner will face such moments and it's exactly those moments we can grow, within and on the outside. Every fall means we have to stand up again, improve ourselves, try better next time and ponder what we may change for a better result in the future. It's a big part of what defines the 'human condition'. Yes, sometimes this makes us feel quite shitty and we might need a little break - but it will pass.
Overthinking social interactions is very common and I catch myself doing this all the time: 'Was that too blunt? What if I hurt that person with this or that? Do I care enough about others? Was it the correct thing to say? What if they see it the other way around?' ect. ect.
Friends will understand. A friend will forgive almost every flaw for he or she is well aware they are found on both sides. All it takes is a bit time to see things from more distance and maybe not taking yourself too serious will help along. :)
Realizing there is a problem is the first step to solve it, but don't be too hard on yourself. <3
As humans we are not meant to be perfect, we are meant to struggle sometimes, stumble and fall. Even the most perfect intensions don't guarantee a perfect result, quite the opposit actually. ^^; But it seems this is part of our journey.
A relationship, no matter if friends, family or your partner will face such moments and it's exactly those moments we can grow, within and on the outside. Every fall means we have to stand up again, improve ourselves, try better next time and ponder what we may change for a better result in the future. It's a big part of what defines the 'human condition'. Yes, sometimes this makes us feel quite shitty and we might need a little break - but it will pass.
Overthinking social interactions is very common and I catch myself doing this all the time: 'Was that too blunt? What if I hurt that person with this or that? Do I care enough about others? Was it the correct thing to say? What if they see it the other way around?' ect. ect.
Friends will understand. A friend will forgive almost every flaw for he or she is well aware they are found on both sides. All it takes is a bit time to see things from more distance and maybe not taking yourself too serious will help along. :)
Realizing there is a problem is the first step to solve it, but don't be too hard on yourself. <3
thank for your support Shira. i know you right, but i can restrain a part of myself to feel bad about all this shit.
but hopefully, i appreciate to have some messages like yours, which help me to feel a bit better.
yeah, those things are a part of our life and our relationship with others. whatever, i hope things will get better with my friend and we will be able to talk about that. i assume i have to wait the good moment.
thanks again
but hopefully, i appreciate to have some messages like yours, which help me to feel a bit better.
yeah, those things are a part of our life and our relationship with others. whatever, i hope things will get better with my friend and we will be able to talk about that. i assume i have to wait the good moment.
thanks again
I've been in that situation before, but I have learned to accept that things like this can happen. Its not the end of the world! Even the best friends for life can have their differences. But hey, its their mutual love what makes them come back together, because all the good experiences you both shared cannot be so easily forgotten with a single drawback. It can take a day, or it can take weeks. But I am sure you two will be talking and laughing with oneanother again soon :)
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