I suffer from bouts of depression.
Some days are worse than others, I take a medication, but sometimes ... I don't know.
I have self doubts, anxiety and I get paranoid.
Maybe I'm not doing well.
My husband has a MRI Monday (To check his Brain tumor), My cat Colby is dying from renal failure and I am in a dead end job. My daughter argues and is always acting unhappy, my husband is always arguing with my daughter. I feel like I am a failure at everything I do.
I just want to run away sometimes. I want to hide... I want... To be noticed...
There are somethings that make me happy... Only because I can lose myself within is my art and writing.
I have a shining star in my life, but they are about as hard to reach sometimes as a real star.
I am unhappy.
I can't seem to make myself happy.
Why can't I be happy?
Some days are worse than others, I take a medication, but sometimes ... I don't know.
I have self doubts, anxiety and I get paranoid.
Maybe I'm not doing well.
My husband has a MRI Monday (To check his Brain tumor), My cat Colby is dying from renal failure and I am in a dead end job. My daughter argues and is always acting unhappy, my husband is always arguing with my daughter. I feel like I am a failure at everything I do.
I just want to run away sometimes. I want to hide... I want... To be noticed...
There are somethings that make me happy... Only because I can lose myself within is my art and writing.
I have a shining star in my life, but they are about as hard to reach sometimes as a real star.
I am unhappy.
I can't seem to make myself happy.
Why can't I be happy?
Category Artwork (Digital) / Miscellaneous
Species Leopard
Size 960 x 1177px
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I wish I knew. Happiness is elusive.. all the time I''m talking with or doing anything with CW, I haven't a care in the world, but as soon I hang up or log off, my world goes back to "enh..".
My art is always something I can look forward to, much as you do. I hope you can get closer to your shining star.
My art is always something I can look forward to, much as you do. I hope you can get closer to your shining star.
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