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Doldrums /dɒldrəmz/
noun
1. a state or period of stagnation or depression.
... i'm not doing well honestly, been feeling very anxious being online due to some situations i'm worried about..
i've been feeling disconnected from my characters and art in general
feeling a sense of impending doom as my life stagnates and falls into a shitty and pointless routine i have no strength to get out of, i realise as the year comes to an end that the next will bring nothing new and it never will unless i get my act together.
i wish every situation wasn't ruined by my anxiety and i could do anything or think of anything without feeling sick to my stomach.
my mindset is so negative recently and simple tasks like feeding myself or showering have been impossible, thinking of any kind of small responsibility makes me want to cry. i feel like i'm deteriorating as every day passes by that i lay in my bed apathetically, doing small pointless things and looking at webpages because i've lost all the joy i had doing things i like and i can't focus on anything for longer than a few minutes anyway. all i want is to be the positive and happy persona i try and force myself to put on but i'm not i'm not okay and i don't have the will to help myself
noun
1. a state or period of stagnation or depression.
... i'm not doing well honestly, been feeling very anxious being online due to some situations i'm worried about..
i've been feeling disconnected from my characters and art in general
feeling a sense of impending doom as my life stagnates and falls into a shitty and pointless routine i have no strength to get out of, i realise as the year comes to an end that the next will bring nothing new and it never will unless i get my act together.
i wish every situation wasn't ruined by my anxiety and i could do anything or think of anything without feeling sick to my stomach.
my mindset is so negative recently and simple tasks like feeding myself or showering have been impossible, thinking of any kind of small responsibility makes me want to cry. i feel like i'm deteriorating as every day passes by that i lay in my bed apathetically, doing small pointless things and looking at webpages because i've lost all the joy i had doing things i like and i can't focus on anything for longer than a few minutes anyway. all i want is to be the positive and happy persona i try and force myself to put on but i'm not i'm not okay and i don't have the will to help myself
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 409 x 482px
File Size 168.8 kB
I know what it's like, and I don't want you to go through this alone. So please, note me if it gets bad or if you just want to talk or rant. You won't be bothering me. I can't promise I'll respond immediately but I'm near my laptop most of the time and on FA every day, so I won't leave you hanging longer than a day at most. And please don't take this as the standard "oh I'm so sorry, I'm here for you" comment that most people do and don't really mean. I mean it, and I want you to talk to me if you need someone. It's a lot harder to survive this on your own, and you don't deserve to deal with these hardships alone.
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