I dunno how to feel right now. Taking it one day at a time but the weeks have been a roller coaster ride from hell. My Family doesn't get it, and they think I'm fine. I try to tell me friends not to worry but they do. I've been thinking about life, where I stand and what I want to do... Maybe it'll come to me in the rain..
Artwork © Shayley "Rhari" Duval
Artwork © Shayley "Rhari" Duval
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Well, not sure what to say. At least when friends worry, it's a sign they care. As for the parents, they just your fine cause either they really don't understand, or maybe they been down that road before only to realize years later that things are not so bad.
Heh, wish I could say something meaningful. But really can't think of much. There's so much to life, but we are not allowed to have a whole lot to make it meaningful. But there's so many paths to choose to at least help make small sense of things down the road. :-D I never met a person who was 100% sure and happy with their lives anyway regardless of age. So I guess there's no right answer.
Blah, I'll hush up now.
Heh, wish I could say something meaningful. But really can't think of much. There's so much to life, but we are not allowed to have a whole lot to make it meaningful. But there's so many paths to choose to at least help make small sense of things down the road. :-D I never met a person who was 100% sure and happy with their lives anyway regardless of age. So I guess there's no right answer.
Blah, I'll hush up now.
*purrs in a soft and comforting tone and gives the vixen a warm loving kitty hug*
Been there, done that... several times. It's a terrible feeling of helplessness and powerlessness, but even when the rain is beating down upon you, darling, know that after rain will come sunshine, and things will brighten up again. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not next week or in the next month... but it will happen, darling, you can be sure of that. And you can take a lot of comfort in the knowledge that you have a bunch of good friends who care for you and love you and wish you all the best, even from down here in the Netherlands =^_^=
Been there, done that... several times. It's a terrible feeling of helplessness and powerlessness, but even when the rain is beating down upon you, darling, know that after rain will come sunshine, and things will brighten up again. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not next week or in the next month... but it will happen, darling, you can be sure of that. And you can take a lot of comfort in the knowledge that you have a bunch of good friends who care for you and love you and wish you all the best, even from down here in the Netherlands =^_^=
Thanks Sweetheart! <3<3<3 I always look forward to your comments on my stuff and it's nice to know I have a friend somewhere in Europe! I don't have so many of those xD And you're so cool! If I'm ever in the Netherlands I'll stop by and totally be all huggy and fox like! :D
*giggles softly and gives the vixen another great big warm floofy hug*
Aww, I'm really glad to hear that my comments on your pictures and so are so very much appreciated, darling. I try to convey my cheering up and care and such as best as I can through the text, and it's good to know I'm doing well at that =^_^=
*smiles and nuzzles softly*
Hee, and thank you so much! I'm cool! Wow! Well, of course I am, I'm acat after all, but it's great to hear someone else say it too! =~.^= Mmm, and should you ever manage to come over to this chilly and damp and flat little country of mine, I will certainly welcome you with open arms and open wings to give the fox a huuuuuuge hug! =^_^=
Aww, I'm really glad to hear that my comments on your pictures and so are so very much appreciated, darling. I try to convey my cheering up and care and such as best as I can through the text, and it's good to know I'm doing well at that =^_^=
*smiles and nuzzles softly*
Hee, and thank you so much! I'm cool! Wow! Well, of course I am, I'm acat after all, but it's great to hear someone else say it too! =~.^= Mmm, and should you ever manage to come over to this chilly and damp and flat little country of mine, I will certainly welcome you with open arms and open wings to give the fox a huuuuuuge hug! =^_^=
*takes chocolate, is always glad of a few chunks of sanity at times like this*
Yep, we have a denhouse and everything! secret handshakes, half rolled up trouserlegs.. Ok, we'll make an exeption of you're feeling taurish.. but only because it's you!
And as for T-shirts, working on it..
Yep, we have a denhouse and everything! secret handshakes, half rolled up trouserlegs.. Ok, we'll make an exeption of you're feeling taurish.. but only because it's you!
And as for T-shirts, working on it..
Joined the club, got the t-shirt, became a chair member of the club, got a support group, left the club, cut up my laminated membership card with embossed stamp.
*sends you hope, hugs, and cookie dough*
A lot of us know what you're going through, Rhar. We're here for you, and want to let you know that there is a better day coming. The sun will shine again, and you'll be a part of the world again, instead of watching it from a distance as you move through it. *hugs again*
*sends you hope, hugs, and cookie dough*
A lot of us know what you're going through, Rhar. We're here for you, and want to let you know that there is a better day coming. The sun will shine again, and you'll be a part of the world again, instead of watching it from a distance as you move through it. *hugs again*
-snugs softly- With recent things going on here, I keep telling myself to just take it one day at a time as well.
I've also kind of miss seeing you since you moved. Catching you at that one meet was nice but it was still a bit too crazy. If your ever up for a visit one of these days...
I've also kind of miss seeing you since you moved. Catching you at that one meet was nice but it was still a bit too crazy. If your ever up for a visit one of these days...
*hugs and sings to you*
Hush now don't you cry
Wipe away the tear drops from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning thru your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game
Of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake, you face the day
Your dream is over...
Or has it just begun?
There's a place I like to hide
A door way that I run thru in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize, and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly, you hear and see
This magic new dimension
I -- will be watching over you
I -- am gonna help you see it through
I -- will protect you in the night
I -- am smiling next to you .. in Silent Lucidity
[Visualize your dreams
write them into permanent form
if you consist in your efforts
you will achieve
dream control
control
how is that, better?
dream control
dream control
help me]
If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're some from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...
I -- will be watching over you
I -- am gonna help you see it through
I -- will protect you in the night
I -- am smiling next to you ..
-- Queensryche 'Silent Lucidity'
Hush now don't you cry
Wipe away the tear drops from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning thru your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game
Of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake, you face the day
Your dream is over...
Or has it just begun?
There's a place I like to hide
A door way that I run thru in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize, and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly, you hear and see
This magic new dimension
I -- will be watching over you
I -- am gonna help you see it through
I -- will protect you in the night
I -- am smiling next to you .. in Silent Lucidity
[Visualize your dreams
write them into permanent form
if you consist in your efforts
you will achieve
dream control
control
how is that, better?
dream control
dream control
help me]
If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're some from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...
I -- will be watching over you
I -- am gonna help you see it through
I -- will protect you in the night
I -- am smiling next to you ..
-- Queensryche 'Silent Lucidity'
Seems like alot of people are having a really hard time right now... At leats alot of people I know- myself included...
Try not to worry so much, things will get better, even if it seems like they won't :(
There's a theory, that kinda helps me when I'm going through a rough time... it's that where ever you are, is where you are supposed to be. I have a lot of what ifs still hanging around my head, I still miss someone I went separate ways with two years ago... I don't know why I still think about him... it's useless... I hope you feel better.
Try not to worry so much, things will get better, even if it seems like they won't :(
There's a theory, that kinda helps me when I'm going through a rough time... it's that where ever you are, is where you are supposed to be. I have a lot of what ifs still hanging around my head, I still miss someone I went separate ways with two years ago... I don't know why I still think about him... it's useless... I hope you feel better.
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