This year has not been a kind one. Between losing those I called family and looking to the past only seeing the mistakes I made I have been suffering a constant roller coaster of depression this year. As a result I even have become terrified to talk to people even if I want to try and reach out to them again after this time. I am thankful I still have my boyfriend and a few friends. Sometimes though with that I still feel incredibly lonely these days and I can't even save myself from this cycle. It could be worse but in my eyes it's been one hellish year. I just want to be able to make friends and make them happy.

Anyhow I ended up drawing this of my fursona and Pokesona, the two most important ones of mine. This is probably the dumbest thing I'll ever post but that's okay since it was important for me. I want to post more art but I don't ever know what to draw. I would draw to make the few friends of mine happy but the constant negativity in my mind has been holding me back. Sorry to just ramble here. I just need to be reminded that I am still loved by these people as well as someone to keep me motivated, or just draw with me. Thank-you to the ones who have kept me going thus far though, you know who you are.