Book of Sin: Lust (Dream)

In this Summer I realize that I could never achieve the one thing I been trying to do for three years
Before this Summer I realize that I could never achieve the one thing I wanted the most.
In this Summer I realize that I could never have an "bond" with neither of them
Before this Summer I realize that could may never stop my mistake of who I am
Unfortunately, this Summer I realize that my emotion toward "him" have has reach a peak

It took in a form that was too painful to feel
It took in a form that was too painful to see
I wish I could go back in time and reset everything
But that not possible and I know I can't change anything
I made it worse for me more and more

I said, " I will be honest from here on"
Yet I still can't tell them fully how I feel
Yet I still can't tell "them" how I feel
I could never tell "them" the truth
It will only bring more pain to me... it will may bring hate toward him

This Summer hasn't been the easiest for me
I see a reflection of a certain someone
I try to denied this characteristic
It annoying, it unfair, it damages relationship
I won't think back again, but that's not possible

With this Summer review I have
I say something I cannot say
I say something I wish I didn't said
So now I must look up and try to make everything work out