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She Traveled From Heaven For Me.
This is something ihad drawn and colored myself.
The fox in the drawing is Ruby, she was my friend and packmate for well over 20 years , she was my everything. she had passed away from the selfishness of a criminal who felt they had to murder somone in a robery of a small town diner that most likely made around only a few hundred dollars on a good night. Ruby was the last of my old pack which was more of a family than what my sorry excuse of a blood related family ever was. I had lost all three of my fellow packmates al within about six months all three falling at the hands of moronic people either trying to steal what little my family had or because they felt they wanted to drive after haveing one drink to many just to hit them on the side of the road.
Ever since about two years ago of loseing them all i have always felt that it was always my fault and that if i had tried harder and did things differently that they would still be alive and with me today. When they all had passed on i began to have nightmares every night just seeing each of their faces in agony and parishing right in my arms.....i still have those horrible dreams on a nightly basis, and i always wake up in the middle of the night with a feeling that my heart is being crushed and tears in my eyes. Even though i still have the terrible dreams every night, I had one dream that My friend Ruby had come down to talk with me about what i was feeling and tried to coax me to think that it was not my fault.
Just seeing her again and feeling as though i could hold her had calmed me down for about two or three days before returning to my bad dreams again. Those few days were the most peaceful sleep i have had in about 2 years which i will not take for granted. I loved her so much And she loved me back, she always calmed my nerves when she was around. I just want to have somone to love me how she used to love me, maybe my dreams will be a little more at ease ..
I drew this for my friend Ruby , it is the least i could do for her . I just hope she can forgive me for letting her down...
The fox in the drawing is Ruby, she was my friend and packmate for well over 20 years , she was my everything. she had passed away from the selfishness of a criminal who felt they had to murder somone in a robery of a small town diner that most likely made around only a few hundred dollars on a good night. Ruby was the last of my old pack which was more of a family than what my sorry excuse of a blood related family ever was. I had lost all three of my fellow packmates al within about six months all three falling at the hands of moronic people either trying to steal what little my family had or because they felt they wanted to drive after haveing one drink to many just to hit them on the side of the road.
Ever since about two years ago of loseing them all i have always felt that it was always my fault and that if i had tried harder and did things differently that they would still be alive and with me today. When they all had passed on i began to have nightmares every night just seeing each of their faces in agony and parishing right in my arms.....i still have those horrible dreams on a nightly basis, and i always wake up in the middle of the night with a feeling that my heart is being crushed and tears in my eyes. Even though i still have the terrible dreams every night, I had one dream that My friend Ruby had come down to talk with me about what i was feeling and tried to coax me to think that it was not my fault.
Just seeing her again and feeling as though i could hold her had calmed me down for about two or three days before returning to my bad dreams again. Those few days were the most peaceful sleep i have had in about 2 years which i will not take for granted. I loved her so much And she loved me back, she always calmed my nerves when she was around. I just want to have somone to love me how she used to love me, maybe my dreams will be a little more at ease ..
I drew this for my friend Ruby , it is the least i could do for her . I just hope she can forgive me for letting her down...
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thank you very much, i really appreciate it. i think your like the third person to actually take a look at this picture. also she was the one in an adult picture with me like 3 submissions ago . also i hope i didnt cause you any problems with your mate, i was worried about you
I don't really think you let somebody down Drake. It's just an awful place the world these days. I'm sorry to hear what you have been through these years, and I know how hard is to heal. I just hope you get to feel better soon, and with time those dreams will stop as well.
As for the pic, is beautiful. You really do nice pics by yourself as well.
As for the pic, is beautiful. You really do nice pics by yourself as well.
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