You had your maps drawn
You had other plans
To hang your hopes on
Every road they let you down felt so wrong
So you found another way
You've got a big heart
The way you see the world
It got you this far
You might have some bruises
And a few of scars
But you know you're gonna be okay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtmCCNB8wqc&index=12

learning to move on, learning to give my energy to people who are good to me, learning to love my whole self

i've got a """date""" and sunday

and i just feel really....relieved.....like i'm taking my first deep breath in a long time

i'm learning to deal with my situations and face them instead of running from them

i'm learning to be happy and it feels so good

and i feel really full of love tonight