This a rant. It's to all the people who said: I would never do that to you, I'm always here if you need me, of course you're always invited, text me if you need me. You did it, you weren't there, I wasn't invited, you didn't reply to the text. To the people who ask how I'm doing, not caring if I'm not doing so great, they really just wanna talk about themselves. To the people who say they're willing to listen, but change the topic or suddenly stop responding. To people who use me as a punching bag for their problems when I offer to help. To the people who sneak around and say things behind my back, lying or playing it off when I find out. To the people who say "I'm sorry", but really mean "I'm sorry you caught me". To those who say they missed me when I retreat to be alone, but not once tried to reach out. To those who never took my side, even when the other party was in the wrong. To all the people who use me as a distraction until a shiny new friend comes along.
I'm so very tired of it. I'm human; I make mistakes and I know others do, too. I am unforgivably me. I'm aggressively loyal to friends who probably don't deserve it. I have a temper I work very hard to control, but don't always succeed. I would rather fake a billion smiles than let others know I'm sad all the time. But I try to move mountains for my friends, to be there and to listen, to offer advice or just a shoulder to lean. And now I am just worn out.
I am human. Lately, it feels like people have forgotten that. Too often recently I've felt hurt, disappointed, angry. And if you think this is about you? Well it probably is. And I was hesitant to say anything, because showing weakness is like a death sentence to this community. But, I really don't care anymore and I barely trust anyone now anyway. "I didn't mean it" doesn't mean it didn't hurt, "I'm sorry" doesn't magically fix things. Actions speak louder than words and y'all actin like you forgot how to treat people. But yet, when it comes to you, you want to be on this high pedestal above all else.
Nope nope nope. I'm 100% done. Take that nonsense elsewhere.
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I'm so very tired of it. I'm human; I make mistakes and I know others do, too. I am unforgivably me. I'm aggressively loyal to friends who probably don't deserve it. I have a temper I work very hard to control, but don't always succeed. I would rather fake a billion smiles than let others know I'm sad all the time. But I try to move mountains for my friends, to be there and to listen, to offer advice or just a shoulder to lean. And now I am just worn out.
I am human. Lately, it feels like people have forgotten that. Too often recently I've felt hurt, disappointed, angry. And if you think this is about you? Well it probably is. And I was hesitant to say anything, because showing weakness is like a death sentence to this community. But, I really don't care anymore and I barely trust anyone now anyway. "I didn't mean it" doesn't mean it didn't hurt, "I'm sorry" doesn't magically fix things. Actions speak louder than words and y'all actin like you forgot how to treat people. But yet, when it comes to you, you want to be on this high pedestal above all else.
Nope nope nope. I'm 100% done. Take that nonsense elsewhere.
Original pieces here.
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Che belongs to me :3Art drawn for my OC Cheeze Cake, credit to the artist.
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