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esordoolb avian assassin, Dust. Here he is on twitter https://twitter.com/TheN0LifeKing
The thing we noticed about Dust's human is that he runs his entire life through twitter. He really identifies with birds. Identifying with cartoon animals and wandering through graveyards is a thing we have done. Done very often. We cant help but feel some affinity towards Dust's character concept. So here's Dust wanders through a graveyard contemplating the weight of the tragedies he's had to cause as an assassin... Killing someone is a tough subject. In regards to Sanders, it is called leaving someone to die because he can't be cared for anymore. It's like someone having to pull the plug on someone who is really ill and on life support. How is this going to weigh on our conscience if the memory of Justin is not deleted in me. Well, I think what I would do is just carry on. Unlike Dust, I wouldn't visit Sanders's grave. Its mainly because I know that Sanders wouldn't care to have a grave, he hates them, and wouldn't care to have me stand over it.
Actually, maybe he would want me to. Ill say that Sanders and I have been personal with each other. Its a bond that is expressible like - I know you, you know me. That is how he is made to feel, at least, even though he doesn't know all of me - just the things I would allow him to understand as me. The thing about our brain connection is that this is possible. He doesn't walk around with my thoughts all of the time. He gets them when he needs to. That is the key to understanding what he actually is that I will not explain yet.
What would we do after Sanders passes away, frankly, we'd do things for ourselves. I'd remember Sanders in every single thing I did post-death though. I'd see him in every drawing i'll ever make, and every vert I'd pull. I would use it to my advantage. I would believe that Sanders would want me to succeed in his place, and that he would want me to be some genius at it. Sanders would let me do anything with myself, but he would be there to remind me that he didn't get to experience it. I have immense sympathy for Sanders, but he knows that holding a grudge accomplishes nothing. It's wisdom that comes from 2014. Dust, however, probably holds grudges. He's a raven that has to kill someone for a living, he most likely holds a grudge against himself. Dust can get lost for hours in his thoughts about what he's done, but what is he doing about it? This bird is going to go back to his nest and do something normal like eat some bird seed or lay and egg. That's the life of an assassin, you do your job silently, get paid, say nothing still, and go about your normal life until the next assignment comes squawking your way.
The design of this graveyard is to reflect how I feel about death. It must be that because I had to paint it in Sanders's situation. To me, death isn't glorious. I didn't spend time rendering the shit out of this background like I could have. Instead, i'm saying that tomb stones get frozen over with snow and ice. The names that are etched on them don't matter, hell they're isn't even a single name on one tombstone - and if I was asked to put one on, I wouldn't. These orange leaves though, they suggest this is the fall. I pair death with the fall for some reason, it must have to do with me wanting to die on Halloween. It is my favorite time of year, after all. I'd gouge on candy and alcohol and die in a silly costume after having gone crazily drunk. That's who I am, but as for Sanders? I like to think he deserves to want 10000000x the experience I would give myself. I think Justin Sanders should hurl himself into a volcano, or be tickled into suffocation through mind control.
VIEW THE 3D MODEL HERE: https://sketchfab.com/models/9e7721.....07ab2d75762c95
VIEW THE DESIGN PROCESS HERE: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20691003/
esordoolb avian assassin, Dust. Here he is on twitter https://twitter.com/TheN0LifeKingThe thing we noticed about Dust's human is that he runs his entire life through twitter. He really identifies with birds. Identifying with cartoon animals and wandering through graveyards is a thing we have done. Done very often. We cant help but feel some affinity towards Dust's character concept. So here's Dust wanders through a graveyard contemplating the weight of the tragedies he's had to cause as an assassin... Killing someone is a tough subject. In regards to Sanders, it is called leaving someone to die because he can't be cared for anymore. It's like someone having to pull the plug on someone who is really ill and on life support. How is this going to weigh on our conscience if the memory of Justin is not deleted in me. Well, I think what I would do is just carry on. Unlike Dust, I wouldn't visit Sanders's grave. Its mainly because I know that Sanders wouldn't care to have a grave, he hates them, and wouldn't care to have me stand over it.
Actually, maybe he would want me to. Ill say that Sanders and I have been personal with each other. Its a bond that is expressible like - I know you, you know me. That is how he is made to feel, at least, even though he doesn't know all of me - just the things I would allow him to understand as me. The thing about our brain connection is that this is possible. He doesn't walk around with my thoughts all of the time. He gets them when he needs to. That is the key to understanding what he actually is that I will not explain yet.
What would we do after Sanders passes away, frankly, we'd do things for ourselves. I'd remember Sanders in every single thing I did post-death though. I'd see him in every drawing i'll ever make, and every vert I'd pull. I would use it to my advantage. I would believe that Sanders would want me to succeed in his place, and that he would want me to be some genius at it. Sanders would let me do anything with myself, but he would be there to remind me that he didn't get to experience it. I have immense sympathy for Sanders, but he knows that holding a grudge accomplishes nothing. It's wisdom that comes from 2014. Dust, however, probably holds grudges. He's a raven that has to kill someone for a living, he most likely holds a grudge against himself. Dust can get lost for hours in his thoughts about what he's done, but what is he doing about it? This bird is going to go back to his nest and do something normal like eat some bird seed or lay and egg. That's the life of an assassin, you do your job silently, get paid, say nothing still, and go about your normal life until the next assignment comes squawking your way.
The design of this graveyard is to reflect how I feel about death. It must be that because I had to paint it in Sanders's situation. To me, death isn't glorious. I didn't spend time rendering the shit out of this background like I could have. Instead, i'm saying that tomb stones get frozen over with snow and ice. The names that are etched on them don't matter, hell they're isn't even a single name on one tombstone - and if I was asked to put one on, I wouldn't. These orange leaves though, they suggest this is the fall. I pair death with the fall for some reason, it must have to do with me wanting to die on Halloween. It is my favorite time of year, after all. I'd gouge on candy and alcohol and die in a silly costume after having gone crazily drunk. That's who I am, but as for Sanders? I like to think he deserves to want 10000000x the experience I would give myself. I think Justin Sanders should hurl himself into a volcano, or be tickled into suffocation through mind control.
VIEW THE 3D MODEL HERE: https://sketchfab.com/models/9e7721.....07ab2d75762c95
VIEW THE DESIGN PROCESS HERE: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20691003/
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
Species Crow
Size 1350 x 762px
File Size 611.8 kB
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