This is just how I have been feeling for a while... I dont normally talk about it....



I'm a freak in my own mind lonely and crying
surrounded by those who will never understand who don't know I'm dying
Life has had its good moments and were kind
But the downs have weighed very heavy and painful on my mind
I know people online don't really care
they say they do, but they shut off the computer and forget i was there.


My wings no longer have the will to fly
I fall in despair knowing I will die
with hollow promises and lost hopes everywhere
I know that without a miracle i will be bones on a rock somewhere
My talons outreached hoping for a true friends embrace...
my life goes dark in a sudden instant of pain and tears falling down my face.