Time for more suffering.

Starting over again and again is frustrating to say the least. At least the following days I will have to repeat once more what I've been through numerous times (mainly as in what I followed from a figure drawing book). It's always difficult for me to get back to practicing, trying to figure out how to start again. At the same time I think how I've been through this cycle so many times where I try to get somewhere in a short time, fail and get stressed with my study and what not again and completely stop this again.
At least this time I try to rush through the gesture drawing section, not read literally everything again in that book.
I also somehow need to follow these tutorials on youtube, do the repetitive practice drawing thing and probably more.