Idk man, this days ive been really not motivated to do anything, even tho i have a con next week and i need to go print soon. I trashed ideas so i only have 3 more stickers to do and then i can continue with all the rest of stuff i owe...
But honestly? it's been a real suffering to pick up the pen and draw...... plus my mind is obsessed with purchasing a aquash pentel ink brush and a sketchbook... i even dream with it? like wtf??????? i haven't been sleeping well , i haven't been getting outside my room outside from cooking and going to the bathroom like.......idk..........
i know everyone have bad days but i've been like that for 2 weeks......and it's honestly annoying and it's fucking me up with my dates... i need to finish all my queue before the 23 and obviously because i need the money and i never accept payments unless i'm working on stuff just in case i decided to jump off the window idk.....
life fucking sucks, i might stream today if you wanna hang out with me let's watch stupid youtube videos and talk, if you want.