So like, still no meds. Been calling so much. They got the address wrong, go figure.
Sounds like I'll get it today, sitting here when I could be at home cleaning and keeping my cat company.
Feeling rough.
Like my emotions are worn so thin. I'm frightened of interacting with people because I'm so volitile and... Bottom line I just don't function without my meds, I feel really insignifigant, like suddenly my wellbeing isn't worth anyone's time...
I'm left sitting on the shelf, waiting around hoping that I'll get the shit that I need to function daily after so long.
I've made myself look bad, I've done virtually nothing the past few days...
Just... Fuck all this...
So this is an inbetween scribble, I have been working on commissions today because I just CANNOT wait, but it's taxing to spend too long on them. Sorry sorry sorry! ;A;