Sort of a vent?
kinda??

I get really self destructive when i'm in a heavily depressed mood
and i need to stop but i don't know how :/ besides seeing help but im poor so...

Depression sucks

And for you deep thinkers out there; no, this isn't "self harm" this is basically me (persona) beating myself up.
When i get into this mood i basically make myself feel worthless and i ruin or break my things, i don't do self harming.
(That and i'm already a major klutz who literally hurts themselves doing something simple)