so yeah somewhat long post incoming and stuff, up to you guys if you wanna read or not

things haven't been going well for me lately
like, i've been in a total slump for the past weeks actually
petty thoughts are overpowering me like, when i feel that an artwork i worked on very hard, doesn't really get noticed that much and shit but yeah, its just those moments for me

this also has to do something with the project
honestly, its really hard to keep the project going and i haven't had motivation or drive to continue the unit images
i'll be able to do them soon, but, its just really disappointing that i'm not able to let out anything
i really want this project to be a success, but its hard and i just wish that, people would sometimes appreciate the little things i do for them
you know what i mean? its like "hey man i drew you a thing" and sometimes, the feedback would be like "thanks :)"
i know its a very petty thing to sulk over but, it somehow has a huge impact to me when someone gives a feedback like "hey man, good job on this one! you really did your best and i love it" i dont really care if theres a language barrier for some but, its the message that matters, and i have a hard time interpreting a "thanks :)" and idk

it really puts a smile on my face when people comment like "can't wait for the next release" or "so excited for whats coming" because those things really get me up and going to finish this
but i dunno, my optimism, will, creativity, is slowly dying

i'm having conflicting thoughts whether if i should go on a hiatus for both my project and my art

but i really want to thank those very few who've been constantly supporting the project until now
you guys really make this guy happy

i'm not usually like this but, yeah, shit hit the fan real hard for me know
and i haven't felt so down in a long time