Hm... I have no idea if it is a good sign that I'm drawing again...

Anyway, those two characters of mine are Zita and Amrod.

Let me tell you a little about them:

In my story, Zita and Amrod are related. Amrod is Zitas father, who killed and turned her into an elemental spirit. he's using her to take revange for his dead mate. After Amrod told Zita he was her real father, she started to develop feelings for him (noooo, not like you think you pervs xD But like father and daughter, ya know? ;P) and all the hate she had for him was gone. And whatever Amrod is feeling for Zita is pretty unclear. He loves her as her daughter, but also very oft confronts her with the dark truth, makes her dreams go poop or even hurt her, phisicaly and psychic.

And now let me tell you what they are for me in my real life:
In my real life, Zita is me. She's my fursona, alter ego, character, call her whatever you like. She represents me and when ever I'm drawing her in any things, the feelings I put into that picture are mostly from deep down of my heart.(in case it's not a story illustration lul) And yeah, you could acctually say that she is representing my heart. On the other hand there is Amrod... I could realy say that represents my head and my thoughts. For example if there is some sort of very good happening, realy WAY to good to be true, I can't just let the joy of my heart get out, but always think that there must be at least SOMETHING wrong or something bad... And it's realy hard to get this feeling away, but whenever i do, it's like I could hear Amrod say ';Pff, you'll see what you get from it...' xD

So, as you can imgaine, those two get into each other quite a lot of times. Yesterday night they had a very very big conversation that went over for hours. So big I couldn't even tell you all of it. Zita wished and hoped for something, but Amrod, who new that this wasn't going to happen anyway toldher a thousand times it won't. but Zita still doesn't realy want to believe him... And so she still keeps hoping...
As well as today when Zita wanted to do something but Amrod said she shouldn't because she made a promise not to...

*sigh* I can't tell, but this is what both of them looked like yesterday while talking.

...sry for spam... Y_Y