"I don't know how to be myself." He says to himself, nobody in the room as usual. He laid on the floor and slowly brought himself to tears and held himself, why? Nobody else would do it. All his life he felt as if everyone told him he'd never amount to anything, and he feels he proved them right. What now?

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I want to do some personal stuff on here too. Not just porn stuff. That's what Carson is to me, I love him so much. even if he doesn't love himself very much. I might pair him up with some dudes but it's going to be very special and once in a blue moon.

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