Long story short, I'm asking for donations; I need help to catch up with my bills, most importantly my electricity and rent, internet and phone bill.

I've started medication for anxiety but my depression is still present, so it left me lethargic and unable to worry about my responsibilities. On top of that, I developed a very low self-esteem for my art and just couldn't push through it. I've been sick for a few years, very sick for the last year, and trying to recover for the past 3 months. I'm at the point where I need to ask for help as much as I tried so hard not to reach this point, Quite frankly, it's embarrassing and I hate having to ask for money, but if you need help and people want to help you, there's no harm in asking for help if you need it and someone is willing to support you.

Anyways, more information is in the written image if you want to help me out. I'm going to try and give back as much as I can to anyone who can help me right now. I'm going to bed at the moment and I won't be around 'til i'm rested, so I apologize for not sticking around to respond right away. To be honest I'm nervous and tired and want to deal with this all tomorrow. EMOTIONS, MAN. They're heavy things.

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If you donated and want to request a doodle, please comment below with your paypal address and a reference of a character you want drawn (NSFW references are fine, don't mind what it says in the image)
(if you don't want to share your paypal address publicly, please still reply with your address, but with only the first and last 2 letters of your username between 3 asterisks: foxyroxy89[at]yahoo.com would be fo***89@yahoo.com)

Just a final reminder that I will try my absolute best to draw your request when I can as thanks for helping me out, but this isn't a commission form; I am asking for help because I can barely draw and sustain myself right now until I get my mental illnesses under control. I'm offering drawings so that when things get better, I have something other than words as thanks to give to you when I'm strong again. Getting my bills paid would lift so much weight and make it easier to start over financially and become stronger emotionally and mentally and I just want to have some way to thank the people that helped me out of my hole, that's all. Maybe a big group image, or something fun like that!

Anyways, I think I explained myself enough! Thank you for hearing me out, for offering help, anything and everything. I'm going to bed right after I post this so I will be back once I get some rest. Thank you again. <3 Take care and I will get back to every one I can tomorrow. :)