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Ryuu Journals: Entry #13 Guiding and Binding Forces
Have you ever opened your eyes from sleeping in the morning and you know you were suppost to get up but somehow... you couldn't (or wouldn't)?
The alarm from my phone woke me up so my brain was up but my body just didn't want to move. It-it was sweet talking my brain into staying in bed and it talked me into submission. I stayed there for a while until it got dangerously close to 6am (I hate being late). It was as if an unseen force was holding me down.
The left middle was when the other guys were gossiping then they mentioned to me that one of the girls in our class liked me (I was aware of this but I didn't like her for very good reasons) Nothing I said could change things around and they were trying to get me to say that I liked her too. The girl didn't mention to me herself so until then, I remain silent. She did say (aloud) comments about me when I was up presenting my speech during the game.
Does anyone know how it feels to attract the wrong type of people or just someone you don't have interest in?
The right middle frame is when everyone had to give a 5min. speech about one or all of the topics written on the board:
1- What made you come to job corps?
2- What have you learned in career prep?
3- Explaining how to do something
I chose to speak on the first two subjects because it was important to me that I did. That I, for once, opened up and shared things about myself and explain who I am. Once I started, I was in a mode where the images were flowing like a movie and I was speaking about it freely without reading, just what was coming to me and it really felt good. To see that others were amazed and understanding and supportive (I could tell by their faces). As the picture illustrates, I was flowing (I wasn't sitting though but it shows how comfortable I was up there) as if I was speaking poetry.
The last drawing was when I got back into the dance club and we were dancing on a whole new level. I mean the beat was fast and we had to really move. I was sore for the next several days. Once you learn the dances, you can start to express yourself better and also relieve tention.
Remember to excersise daily everyone ^^
The alarm from my phone woke me up so my brain was up but my body just didn't want to move. It-it was sweet talking my brain into staying in bed and it talked me into submission. I stayed there for a while until it got dangerously close to 6am (I hate being late). It was as if an unseen force was holding me down.
The left middle was when the other guys were gossiping then they mentioned to me that one of the girls in our class liked me (I was aware of this but I didn't like her for very good reasons) Nothing I said could change things around and they were trying to get me to say that I liked her too. The girl didn't mention to me herself so until then, I remain silent. She did say (aloud) comments about me when I was up presenting my speech during the game.
Does anyone know how it feels to attract the wrong type of people or just someone you don't have interest in?
The right middle frame is when everyone had to give a 5min. speech about one or all of the topics written on the board:
1- What made you come to job corps?
2- What have you learned in career prep?
3- Explaining how to do something
I chose to speak on the first two subjects because it was important to me that I did. That I, for once, opened up and shared things about myself and explain who I am. Once I started, I was in a mode where the images were flowing like a movie and I was speaking about it freely without reading, just what was coming to me and it really felt good. To see that others were amazed and understanding and supportive (I could tell by their faces). As the picture illustrates, I was flowing (I wasn't sitting though but it shows how comfortable I was up there) as if I was speaking poetry.
The last drawing was when I got back into the dance club and we were dancing on a whole new level. I mean the beat was fast and we had to really move. I was sore for the next several days. Once you learn the dances, you can start to express yourself better and also relieve tention.
Remember to excersise daily everyone ^^
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
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It's good to know that another relates and I'm not alone in this. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings which is why I don't say anything. I also had fears of being the one who's attracted to someone who isn't at all interested in me. Thanks though ^^ I'm doing the best I can.
If she actually likes you, she needs to come up to you herself. Don't let her friends roll you into a relationship that you don't want. If she does come up to you, just tell her you appreicate her feelings, but you don't reciprocate. You don't feel the same, there's nothing wrong with that.
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