This piece... I put a lot of effort into. It means a lot to me...

I am no longer with my ex boyfriend, who I was with for a very long time... I ended it. He was controlling, unkind and made me feel upset, guilty and hurt most of the time. Here's a little story...

Around eight months ago, I met someone who I never thought would become such a huge part of my life. This person was a fan of my artwork and we started talking after they contacted me through my Facebook art page. We became very good friends fast and, eventually, I started to develop feelings for them... Being the honest person I am I told my ex about this who wasn't understanding at all, unkind, hurtful and manipulative when all I had done was be honest, rather than hiding it...

They were there for me when I was upset and spoke to me every day, supported me and were always kind to me... When my ex was never there for me... They always were...

So my ex... He made me delete and block my best friend, basically. I wasn't allowed to even say goodbye... I cried, and cried, and cried. I was getting worrying messages which I wasn't allowed to reply to and I felt horribly guilty and very depressed... This went on for around three months until I couldn't deal with it any longer. I started talking to them again and I had never felt happier. Shortly after this, we met up in real life for the very first time and I had so much fun. It was very hard having to go our separate ways at the end of it...

Then the day came where I broke it off with my ex and it felt like a weight had been lifted and I could finally be myself, for the first time in years after being controlled and feeling depressive for so long...

Now we are finally together and I can show you how much you mean to me...

I never thought someone who I met online could mean so much to me. You're my best friend and I don't ever want to lose you again. Our Skype calls, gaming sessions and random moments really make me feel so lucky to have you in my life. I feel like you're my shooting star because you're the person i've wished for for so long... I know, that's mega cheesy but it's true ^/////^

I love you, Ky c: I'll always be here for you, no matter what happens... <3