Maybe someone has already experienced it, when you don't want anything. No one wants to listen to you, very few people understand. All you can do is be silent about their problems. To be silent about everything.
I feel that soon I will break. I'm flying into the abyss for a long time. All that is left to me is to fall, until I have to break into pieces.
Many times a person can fall and break? Have you ever thought?