I feel that I should be truthful with you guys and let you guys know what's going on.

I'm in a very bad place it seems, I'm sore, I'm stressed, and I'm just very tired and very confused. I'm constantly thinking about what wrong is going to happen next and when it's going to happen. I'm trying to keep a good fight going but in all honesty, it still hurts but I'm not letting it take me. This entire month has just been one shit storm of stress and I'm really hoping that March doesn't bring the same kind of BS.

My predicament is that I'm stuck in a dead end part time job that I loathe [because it's turning into my old job that I left for the same reason], my car is dead, a few grades are suffering, and really I feel like I'm suffering. I know that one big cause of my stress is my job, and there is no relief in sight as it seems. Too many people depend on me because it seems that they can't even help themselves let alone the people they're hired to help. I know the easy way would be to quit, but part of me can't do that. What am I supposed to do with people depending on me? What am I supposed to do with people expecting 100+% out of me? What do I do with people needing me? Where do I go? What do I do? I need a job because I need a car, while people have been working with me on rides and everything I do not want to be a burden. And I'm afraid that if I lose my job, finding another will not be easy. I need this but at the same time I don't need it.

I don't like posting depressing stuff, but drawing and venting really helps me out. I'm stuck guys, but I'm hoping it'll all get a bit better in the long run. Here's to hoping for a better month.