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I've dealt with the burning and soreness in my legs and the frequent migraines pretty well, but the abdominal pains are back and I can't manage all of them at once. It's really starting to be detrimental to my ability to attend school. I'm so frustrated, I feel like this is my only outlet because all of my friends must be so tired of hearing me complain. I wish just one doctor would take me seriously and look into why I hurt all the time. The pain is too much. I can't afford multiple visits. I can't afford tests.
My friends are tired of me.
"I feel like everyone is tired of hearing me say [that I'm in pain]"
"Sometimes I get tired"
...
"I try really hard to take you seriously as often as I can."
...
"It's like an email subscription, Molly. I wish I could just see the info I'm interested in because it's good but I have to sift through the other stuff for that. The interested part is good enough for me to stay subscribed."
I'm so tired of living this way.
I'm exhausted.
I want rest.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ac355NgsV0
I've dealt with the burning and soreness in my legs and the frequent migraines pretty well, but the abdominal pains are back and I can't manage all of them at once. It's really starting to be detrimental to my ability to attend school. I'm so frustrated, I feel like this is my only outlet because all of my friends must be so tired of hearing me complain. I wish just one doctor would take me seriously and look into why I hurt all the time. The pain is too much. I can't afford multiple visits. I can't afford tests.
My friends are tired of me.
"I feel like everyone is tired of hearing me say [that I'm in pain]"
"Sometimes I get tired"
...
"I try really hard to take you seriously as often as I can."
...
"It's like an email subscription, Molly. I wish I could just see the info I'm interested in because it's good but I have to sift through the other stuff for that. The interested part is good enough for me to stay subscribed."
I'm so tired of living this way.
I'm exhausted.
I want rest.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ac355NgsV0
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I do not know if I have the right to say this, but I'm going to anyway.
Maybe it's because I don't see you or hear from you as often that I don't mind hearing you vent about your down times in your life.
Maybe I don't try to get the appeal of some of the good adventures you do have considering that I am not around to experience the moment with you.
Maybe I'm just weird and have a biased opinion on who you are as a person rather than getting a second opinion.
I don't like being given the run around either, especially when it comes to one's health.
(Goes off topic as usual getting lost in a personal experience but quickly returns to the topic at hand)
Reading some of the comments of how people are saying things like "I try really hard to take you seriously as often as I can" or "....I wish I could just see the info I'm interested in....", frustrates me. You're not the epitome of joy and happiness all the time. You aren't a highlight reel of your best moments in life. If people only see the good, they will never know how bad you could really be. They will only be aware of 1 part of the many chapters of your life story. I don't want just "Happy Molly". I don't just want to see the adventures that you experienced. I want to see you grow. I want to see you fall. I want to see how human you are. I want to see ALL of Molly.
You aren't a Facebook feed. You're a person. Someone to treasure as a beautiful soul to encounter in this lifetime or the next or in reincarnation or what have you believe in. I appreciate you for all that you are and can be and watching you blossom into this mature and smart woman with a positive relationship and an adorable yet sincere appreciation for making music and playing instruments. It's simply amazing to me that I, of all the people in this world, got to experience this wonderfully awesome person in my lifetime. You mean a lot to people and those who only want a glimpse of you, will only see the small peek of a much elaborate painting.
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