Some of you may or may not know that I have a drinking problem, and that my drinking last year was getting beyond the ability for my wonderful parents to cope with. So, I gave up drinking. Cold turkey. I could happily drink an entire bottle of Jager and be drunk off my ass, and have done that quite a lot of times last year.

Anyway, back to today. I've been sober since Christmas, and I made a huge step today.

Whilst tidying my room, I found a bottle of Jager that was just over half full. There was so much temptation to drink it. I wanted to drink it so badly. But I didn't. I managed to muster up enough self control to walk into the bathroom, and pour it down the sink. All of it. I didn't even taste it, just poured it all away down the sink.

My feelings for doing this are conflicted, I feel like I should be proud for having the self control not to drink it all, but at the same time, my dad quite likes Jager, and it feels so wasteful because I could have given it to him. I don't know what to think or feel right now, but I'm going with the unanimous opinion of everybody I've told that I should be proud of myself for it, hence writing this status.

Anyway, thank you for reading, and thank you to my wonderful friends for all the support you've given me over the years. heart emoticon

A big shout out to my wonderful friends and family who support me, you know who you are heart emoticon love you all to bits!


Artwork by my wonderfully talented little brother  coldheartedhero