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Chase plushie
So today arrived the Chas eplushie that Welof, his boyfriend and Lubu paid together for. So here come the pictures. It's the complete set : Chase outfit, Chase backpack and Chase voice-in. In addition, I pulled a build-a-bear diaper from another plushie to complete the whole outfit. When it arrived, my dog started to chew on it, was he jealous ?
Overall, it's a bigger plushie in size than all my others build-a-bear plushie, and he is really really soft. The outfit looks really good and make the diaper shows quite nicely. The only problem is the hat, it was a bit crushed during transport and keepinf it in place isn't easy. I'll sleep with it tonight, will see how he is in bed, at least he is padded.
First picture shows him in front with the Chase and Marshall toys, second picture shows my plushie Swift 2 checking his padding (wearing the Fireman badge from Marshall) and third picture is him from the side.
I quite needed the plushie to feel better, for this morning was horrible. Mommy and I had an argument about what Toddlergirl thought of me, at which time she told me I was trying to manipulate her emotionnally. Things soured and when I got in the morning she had left me a message that triggered quite a reaction. I had removed my training pants (wet from an accident because of stress at the Doctor's office) when I read it, which created a huge panic attack. I wet myself, I couldn't breath, I was in a whole lot of pain. My mentall illness' main symptoms are fear of abandonment and low self-esteem, and that what hit me there. I was feeling terrible, I tried to call her but I couldn't reach her until I used a direct call to my phone. Expensive thing, but I got to her and she calmed me down. I don't wish anyone to feel how bad I felt, but I guess that the cub part in me really suffers easily in such situation.
Lubu linked me this http://www.toddlertime.com/dx/regre.....nfantilism.htm to help me understand all the emotionnal stuff (mostly trauma-related) that I often get through. This comic page by Kammy, especially the last panel, is something I often ask myself http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18908911/ because I'm afraid if acting like a baby will not make everyone hates me. That led to problem in Fiona's chat repeatedly. I was kinda always torn between sharing my baby side and feeling that every time I would mention it, people would hate me more (after all, sharing it online did that to me a lot). I don't know how to handle people, really...
Overall, it's a bigger plushie in size than all my others build-a-bear plushie, and he is really really soft. The outfit looks really good and make the diaper shows quite nicely. The only problem is the hat, it was a bit crushed during transport and keepinf it in place isn't easy. I'll sleep with it tonight, will see how he is in bed, at least he is padded.
First picture shows him in front with the Chase and Marshall toys, second picture shows my plushie Swift 2 checking his padding (wearing the Fireman badge from Marshall) and third picture is him from the side.
I quite needed the plushie to feel better, for this morning was horrible. Mommy and I had an argument about what Toddlergirl thought of me, at which time she told me I was trying to manipulate her emotionnally. Things soured and when I got in the morning she had left me a message that triggered quite a reaction. I had removed my training pants (wet from an accident because of stress at the Doctor's office) when I read it, which created a huge panic attack. I wet myself, I couldn't breath, I was in a whole lot of pain. My mentall illness' main symptoms are fear of abandonment and low self-esteem, and that what hit me there. I was feeling terrible, I tried to call her but I couldn't reach her until I used a direct call to my phone. Expensive thing, but I got to her and she calmed me down. I don't wish anyone to feel how bad I felt, but I guess that the cub part in me really suffers easily in such situation.
Lubu linked me this http://www.toddlertime.com/dx/regre.....nfantilism.htm to help me understand all the emotionnal stuff (mostly trauma-related) that I often get through. This comic page by Kammy, especially the last panel, is something I often ask myself http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18908911/ because I'm afraid if acting like a baby will not make everyone hates me. That led to problem in Fiona's chat repeatedly. I was kinda always torn between sharing my baby side and feeling that every time I would mention it, people would hate me more (after all, sharing it online did that to me a lot). I don't know how to handle people, really...
Category Photography / Miscellaneous
Species Dog (Other)
Size 1280 x 435px
File Size 154.2 kB
I think the real issue you probably run into when talking about your baby side and sharing it with others is that you get really excited (which is exactly what actual toddlers do, btw. Hehe. ) and thus get carried away with sharing and talking about it. So you end up over doing it. This in turn IMO, is caused by a fact about the AB community in hole. Where there aren't very many ABs out there that are into being kiddish as much as you or me, the same is true with the caretaker side. This is however just opinion but I think it's rather truthful one.
The other problem I see is that your extremely eager to make friends, and thus you try to hard to "Make" people like you, so much so you end up trying to hide to much of yourself and worry to much over them not accepting you, for who you are. Again your over doing it when it comes to "trying" to make friends.
Finally: I see you as being very eager to please others in the attempt to make friends. Which is fine, but you again over do it to the point that you forget to worry about yourself. So you can tell if this is someone you can actually have a friendship with.
To summarize.
You need to work on accepting yourself for who you are. Only then will making friends become easier.
Secondly you need you find balance in your desires to make friends. Being eager for others to like you and please them is fine and all. But only in moderation. Otherwise you end up forgetting about yourself.
Glad you liked the article pups :)
Chase looks freaking awesome, and looks way better then I thought he would with that green build-a-bear diaper. I'm sure he'll keep you extra safe and snuggled to night :)
The other problem I see is that your extremely eager to make friends, and thus you try to hard to "Make" people like you, so much so you end up trying to hide to much of yourself and worry to much over them not accepting you, for who you are. Again your over doing it when it comes to "trying" to make friends.
Finally: I see you as being very eager to please others in the attempt to make friends. Which is fine, but you again over do it to the point that you forget to worry about yourself. So you can tell if this is someone you can actually have a friendship with.
To summarize.
You need to work on accepting yourself for who you are. Only then will making friends become easier.
Secondly you need you find balance in your desires to make friends. Being eager for others to like you and please them is fine and all. But only in moderation. Otherwise you end up forgetting about yourself.
Glad you liked the article pups :)
Chase looks freaking awesome, and looks way better then I thought he would with that green build-a-bear diaper. I'm sure he'll keep you extra safe and snuggled to night :)
Tu as plusieurs fabricants sur FA, fait une recherche sur plushie et ensuite tu cliques sur les customs.
Les build-a-bear sont les meilleures peluches que j'ai jamais eu. Très bonne qualité, solides, douces, avec des vêtements et accessoires, mais après faut trouver ce qu'on veux dans leur séléction. J'en ai plusieurs que l'on peut voir sur mes photos irl. Faut de bons amis.
Les build-a-bear sont les meilleures peluches que j'ai jamais eu. Très bonne qualité, solides, douces, avec des vêtements et accessoires, mais après faut trouver ce qu'on veux dans leur séléction. J'en ai plusieurs que l'on peut voir sur mes photos irl. Faut de bons amis.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7255725/ c'est le premier sortit lorsque j'ai fait recherche plushie sur FA et c'est pas de la laine...
Oooo awesome That was pretty nice of them to get you that plushie.
Was happy to see Build-a-Bear put out these plushies since the official ones are way too lanky to be snuggle worthy in my opinion. Hate they don't have Rocky yet but Marshall is, at least, a close second of the bunch (from there it goes Chase, Rubble, and a tie between Skye, Everest, and Zuma) so definitely going to get the plush of him at one point.
Sucks the situation you're dealing with. Hope things get better for ya. I know the pain when it comes to low self-esteem and dealing with people in general. It's a rather miserable experience.
Was happy to see Build-a-Bear put out these plushies since the official ones are way too lanky to be snuggle worthy in my opinion. Hate they don't have Rocky yet but Marshall is, at least, a close second of the bunch (from there it goes Chase, Rubble, and a tie between Skye, Everest, and Zuma) so definitely going to get the plush of him at one point.
Sucks the situation you're dealing with. Hope things get better for ya. I know the pain when it comes to low self-esteem and dealing with people in general. It's a rather miserable experience.
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