So this picture is something I got from  Kittybird

There is so much I can say about this picture. So first of all let me explain that this picture is a tribute to my sister who passed away at birth. She would have turned 20 this year so I wanted a tribute picture in her honor. The idea of the picture is that the top image is what could have been if things had been different and the bottom picture is what ended up happening instead.

Almost not a single day passes without me thinking about her and still after 20 years it hurts. I always have these thoughts that if I could have taken her place I would do so in a heartbeat. If she could survive and I had died instead I would do that.

I plan on hopefully taking this picture and putting it at her grave which will be the first time anyone in my family visists her grave in 15 something years.

Usually I'm not a religious or spiritual person but I hope that wherever she is she is happy and I hope that the day I pass I'll be reunited with her.

Jennifer I love you.