A fast doodle of how I have been feeling lately. I have been dealing with a lot these past months. I've been dealing with my dad who I am close to disowning and the horrid nightmares that I would never wish on anyone. The dreams started back when my parents divorces and they slowly came more and more. Now they come about a few times a week. On top of my day to day struggle with anxiety and depression. I normally slap on a happy face and deal with it, though inside I'm screaming for help and just wanna cry. I'm worried for my mom and what the future will hold for her. I'm scared and worried for my grandma who's healthy just gets worst with each day. I feel like my life is out of control and there is nothing I can do to make it stop!
I know most of this may seem confusing and the lack of detail on the small info I'm willing share. May make you tilt your head and go Huh? But this lil vent and sharing why I have been away, kinda lest you know. I'm not one to share much of my private life on here. But some info I feel is ok.
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I know most of this may seem confusing and the lack of detail on the small info I'm willing share. May make you tilt your head and go Huh? But this lil vent and sharing why I have been away, kinda lest you know. I'm not one to share much of my private life on here. But some info I feel is ok.
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Life holds a great many challenges for everyone. Some more than others, some less than even those. Not everyone who seems fine is such, and can certainly be carrying an invisible weight on their shoulders, back, and minds. You are definitely not alone in how and what you feel. I, too, have gone through (an in many ways, still going through) a lot of the similar things you're experiencing right now. I can't promise you it will ever get better or get easier. But, that said, it is always best to focus on the here and now, take it one step at a time. Keep your chin up, keep smiling, keep moving forward. I know it is harder to do these things verses just saying them, but you have been strong enough and endured enough to know that you can still carry on despite these hardships.
You and I have only spoken a couple of times, but despite that, should you ever need someone to chat with, my notes are open, and I am more than happy to exchange my Skype should it come to that.
Keep your chin up. I know it's hard, but at least try. No matter what, you have folks around that can relate with you and be here for you, even if it seems like no one else will / is.
~Tanek
You and I have only spoken a couple of times, but despite that, should you ever need someone to chat with, my notes are open, and I am more than happy to exchange my Skype should it come to that.
Keep your chin up. I know it's hard, but at least try. No matter what, you have folks around that can relate with you and be here for you, even if it seems like no one else will / is.
~Tanek
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