"What are these whispers in my ears?
Why do i feel like I'll disappear?
Is it a call or is it just a lie?
Is it my fate, telling me I'll die ?"

Time is the most cruel engine of the world. Most of people grow up to be adult, to free themselves from the chains of childhood, most people are happy with it ... But as time passes, it took away the freedom people ô so desire, the body's ages, sometime the mind too but is it not the natural way of living, somehow ? Death, afterward, too, is the logical following to this slow process ... or this extremly fast one, depending of the point of view.

Four, on her side of the barrier, can't help but sometime lose herself in depressif thought. Four is special, you know ? She had everything to be successfull in life : She is smart, she worked to win a nobel price, she have fame and can afford to live an opulent life ... But to cure an illness she had since she was born, she had to pay the price and we do not talk about money. She was voluntary to test a new cure and this one leaded to a lot of side effect, really bad ones ...

"Four", a nickname ... She choosed it to protect her familly, she choosed it in particular because she have four things going by four : four arms, four eyes ... the strange drug she took made her brain grow to the point where now she have four brains in her skull ... and her life time is divided by four ... four things going by four.
Sure, she was cured of her previous personal hell, just to create another one. Nobody is made to have four brain in one skull... The pressure, the energy drained to make all this grey matter work ... Narcoleptic, headache ... Strong emotions make her head bleed. Soon, she will die of all this ... It's just a matter of years.

This time, it's in the streets that it happened. Seeing people, unhappy, passing by, suddenly thinking for no reason that, one day, way soonner than the others, she will die ... Maybe all alone ... In a world of people that can't understand what it is to be this painful self she is ... Usually, Four always act cool, she made up her mind on her situation, she's okay about her statut but sometime, darker toughts take controle, leading her to bleed and cry.

Four may look like she's happy with life when we see her cracking jokes but reality is sometime well hidden.

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Four is mine !