after over a week of straight work, including open to close shifts, i came home to a boring christmas untill i made it to his family and i almost felt loved in this distant sorta way. I wish i could have that again every year, but be closer and have those things, but someday... i started this in the room with his cousin and then i realized that i never made a new layer and felt like a total ass, i mean, duh! so then i just made like one or two more layers and did everything together.. like the convo with him cause i couldnt talk in front of her -i hate hiding hun, but its my fault, so owell

and then there was a light touch of mary in the air and i only got to kiss him once
hun, if you dont vome back soon, im going to freak out... lol, but your still tecnically here right now, owell, you just have to remember we can only do it WHEN WE HAVE THE MONEY... meaning i have to wait, ok...

withloveeternallyyours