Please don't rely on bad habits to feel better. It'll only hurt you more in the long run. I know it hurts but do something you enjoy that didn't hurt you. Go see a movie, but a new thing, go to a place that calms you.... anything. I don't know any details so i won't offer any advice on that side. Only that you should have your cry then go do something to cheer yourself up. Spoil yourself for a while. Please don't hurt yourself though.... ;^;

I have said it before and I will say it again hun we are always here for you you don't need those bad habbits my mum said you are welcome at our house and i am always happy to drop everything to spend time with you

Oh dearie I'm sorry things have been going so badly.

Whatever you feel, don't hurt your self. :C