"As I go out this one October night, smelling scents of leaves, and forest animals. I sometimes wonder about how crazy the whole world is, when I wonder how my life went wrong, I wonder why it went wrong, I wonder why I am so cursed, wonder why I have so much problems, I wonder why I can't get and break and be normal. for just once and I wonder if anything could for once become happy and satisfactory.... all I could do is just look up to the heavens, and just look up into the pitch, dark gray-blue night sky. As a cool brisk October wind, as cool as an refidgerated drink, blows through my fur, I look up at the Moon and any stars in the sky, and pray for an answer, any answer, any devine guidness from the Heavens on how to deal with the horrors that have scared the lives of mine, my freinds, allies and family. I feel so wretched right now. Thoughts of confusion, fear, hate and lonleyness go off out of control in my head. I howl loud and wide with a mornful howl to see if anyone cna hear me and perhaps bring comfort and companionship to my sad and lonley existance."

Drawn with a regular pencil, and pen, colored pencils. This was a fine enough excerise for me to practice drawing bodybuilder-level back muscles some more. This picture is very fitting for both this Halloween season and today's Full Moon phase. (October 27th, 2015)