When Shiro knew that Nithian is getting old, he got scared that he might lose him even though Shiro is still young. Shiro thought that he might have to live alone and without Nithian beside him, taking care of him and holding him close. Shiro is still so young to lose Nithian. Shiro went to the living room looking for Nithian, he found him just sitting on the sofa watching TV and just relaxing. "What's wrong Shiroko?" Nithian asked while Shiro kept staring at him with a sad look almost tearing. Shiro walked towards Nithian slowly then stopped right in front of him looking down and sad. "Y-you ok?" Nithian asked. Shiro hugged Nithian and started to cry on his chest "How will I live without you? I have no one else but you" said Shiro while sobbing and crying, his voice kept cracking and he couldn't breath well due to his crying."Shiroko... I'm always with you no matter what, and trust me, I'm stronger than that, I won't go away so easy" said Nithian pressing Shiro more on his chest, gave him a kiss on the head and just smiled.
Shiro fell asleep on Nithian. Nithian kept thinking about Shiro, then he looked at Shiro and almost started to tear, he sobbed so quietly "dammit... Fucking dammit" Nithian said. He held his crying for later, he lifted Shiro to his room and put him in his bed gently. Nithian when to his bathroom, Kept staring at himself through the mirror, he then suddenly puked due to the feeling of fear and sadness. Shiro made him a little paranoid, then he sat on the corner of his bathroom crying not knowing what to do anymore. After all that Nithian took a fast shower and went to sleep.

Fuuuuuck I teared ;___;. Why do I do this to myself, what am I trying to accomplish here? I HAVE NO CLUUUUEEE xD
Well hope ya like it^^

This music inspired me to draw this piece. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H91tgZ08NaI