Having fear in this house

Isn't a family.

Not able to share feelings

Even if I do try

I am the one crying that ruins the dinner.

I only want to say is right

When we try to talk

It's mostly silence

Or there would be an argument.

That's only with me

You love your older daughter.

You show it better to her.

You understand her more and open with her.

Everything is one sided, everything is against me.

I want to break this chain

I've broken many chains in this family

But this is the most important one.

It's communication.

Fearing the farther

Is like fearing a bear.

You don't want the bear mad.

Don't go near it.

Don't talk back to it.

..

Why can't you accept me for who I am?

I am talented

Nice

Funny

Handsome

I've touched hearts of many

I am in college

Intelligent

I inspire many

I thought you told me you are inspired by me?

Why don't you keep your word?

Not feeding your child is abuse

I was brave enough to say I want to move to Seattle for education and reasons.

Same responses.

"You can't do it."

"You don't understand anything."

"You aren't being smart."

Neglected.

Silent treatment.

Hearing those words from a parent

Fucks you up.

You really fucked up, Mother and Father.

"sexy baby" - a compliment of a photo of me with my legs exposed

"get married"

"have kids"

"make me proud"

I am not a fucking sex machine and obey at every command.

I am so fucking done with this family

When you neglect your child, they want to leave.

And never


See their parents again.