I'm not feeling well..I'm feeling like wasted space... or maybe i over estimated myself..

I've applied for 20 + jobs, and nothing. the jobs in my area are either A filled. or b "need experience"

I've tried to sell my art, but ..I'll be honest it's tougher then fishing for the most picky of trout.

i don't know what i'm gonna do...i don't know...


ps no i'm not suicidal, i'm just ..lost