allright
so
it's been a rough month.
or few months rather.

I've been diagnosed with a general-anxiety-disorder, which was most likely causing my stomach/digestive issues last month.
I saw a psychiatrist and he started me on some anti-depressants, which I've never been on before.

It's a small dose for now, and for the first few days it wasn't so bad.
and then the dawn of the third day.
goddamn, the dizziness, the hot flashes, the tremors, FUCK.
laid me out pretty hard. It's been a little better today, but I'm still not about to run a marathon anytime soon.

But the bright side to all of this is that if I stick to it, it should really improve my quality of life. I have to admit, aside from feeling sick, my anxiety has been pretty darn low. So it's still doing something.
I just might need to lower the dosage a tick... eesh.

I'm trying to push myself to draw again when I can, but I'm still a little stunted. I'll doodle a sad bug and flop backwards and start rolling around in my own sweat.

anyways, again. the hope is that after a few days, this will all balance out and I'll feel more stable. Then I'll start drawing regularly and be open for more commissions again.