Redrawn sketch from 2007.
Wanted to give the newer one a more updated look instead of keeping it EXACTLY the same.

It's meant to be more of a Armageddon feeling in the background. While her emotions are going completely a-wire and she doesn't know who she has become...

She conflicts with herself knowing...she'll never be who she was years ago...
Her heart, mind, and spirit were played with for far too long...
She couldn't handle her emotions any longer...
Everything she grew up to be...
Was not the being she wanted to be...
However, who could love a beast?
As her emotions change, so does everything around her...
People she grew to love...now turned to hate...
She doesn't recognize the people that were here and now.
Only to know...
There were better beings out there...
Knowing she would never be good enough for one single creature to love her without a single change...
All she required was her heart not to be toyed with
However, it was faulty that every being she passed by...
She regretted ever meeting them in the first place...
Knowing she would become chaos...
It breaks her heart...
Knowing the beings she passes by every day...
Turned her to what you see today
All she wanted was the world to be at peace once more...
However, it was never meant to be so...
As the days went on...
Her heart grew colder...
She never knew she would have to become this way...
Just to replenish the heart...
To be what it was...
Years in the making...
Not years in the breaking...
All she wanted in this world...
Is to know she was wanted...
Not turned against what her dreams were meant to be
Beaten
Thrown away
It was true as they say...
Others are better...
Maybe in a sense...
She would never be good enough...
To require the love she most desires...
Her heart beats with what little love she has for creatures of the planet
As she lays down for the night
Her mind filled with regrets...
She would always be unknown to those around...
Because her cold heart is iced over...
And no one really understands the meaning of love...
The one she most desires...
A being that wouldn't laugh at her foolish self
But more understands that laughter can hurt
And so can words...phrases...and structured sentences...
When indeed...
It has harmed her heart and mind for so long...
And caused distraught in her mind...
Loosing sleep every night...
She couldn't understand why others could be so heartless...
When what you say...
Could do just as much damage...
As a punch in the face...
Who could love such a frightful creature?
As they say?
Not even god loves you...
And laughter is all you hear...
Because deep inside...
All you wonder...
Is if there is even a being out there...
Made for you...