well finally got something on here lol took the picture with my camera phone and spruced it up in Adobe Photoshop.  Koomie-san helped with the name for the pic but i came up with all the stuff on the inside of it all... tell ya what... depression makes people think sometimes about everything and then how bad life can and possibly will be. there is one more line of words but dont know if anyone else can see it x.x but its in the lower left hand corner of the pic. it says "sorry I was never there..."
hope you all enjoy as i hope to finally get me a good scanner to post more things *nods* til then, enjoy