In light of recent events, I felt the need to say some things about two awesome artists who have inspired me and had been extremely kind to me despite my quirks.

For those who do not want to read a whole lot, I will sum up my feelings here: You two are awesome, and I wish you the best for your futures!

Now for a bit more depth (because I can and I want to)


So, Bienie. (Left) I met you somewhere around the time I first signed up on DA. I am not sure how, but we seemed to hit it off and become pretty good friends right quick. And that lasted quite a while, and we had a lot of good times together, despite never having come even close to meeting in person.
Somewhere along the line, though, I changed. And I started being rude and eventually that led to a huge falling out between us. Now we do not speak anymore, and a huge gap remains in my heart where a close friend once sat, smiling.
I do not ask you to forgive me for what I have said and done, I just want you to know that I do still respect you (and your talent as an artist) and I still hope you are doing alright.


And Rainy. (Right) I do not remember exactly how, when, or where I found you, but I loved your art style, and I still do. It was hard to communicate with you because you were always busy with something, but we seemed to get along well when we did talk.
Things seemed okay for a while there, and I tried to make some fan art for you sometimes. But after some time, I crossed a line, without even thinking about it, and I felt right away that I had ruined our friendship, so I took my things and left for fear of making things worse.
I was probably too hasty in that decision, but I have a bad habit of looking on the dark side of things. I just hope I did not hurt your feelings too much with any of my mistakes. I never meant any harm, but sometimes my plans backfire, and I do not always think things through enough to predict how they will go over.


Both of you mean a lot to me, even if it might not always seem it with how I behave or with what I draw (I have a very twisted way of displaying my respect and admiration for women).
I am sorry for anything and everything that I have done that may have hurt or upset either of you, and I understand if you can never speak to me again.
I genuinely wish you the best for your futures, and hope you both find what you are looking for in life.
Know that you are loved, friends. Live long and prosper.


"Awesome" BattleMech & MechWarrior © Microsoft
Bienie © http://spitfiresonice.deviantart.com/
Rainy © http://rainy-bleu.deviantart.com/
Artwork ©  WonderSparks