IM EXACTLY WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO BE NOW.
GONNA LET THE LIGHT.. SHINE ON ME.

So this is my new and improved reference for none other than MYSELF. Yep. I have a reference for myself because I take really bad pictures and if I want someone to draw me well I'm sure as hell not giving you arl pic to go off of cause that's just a bad idea waiting to happen.

Soooo

Name: Felix
Gender: Female
S/O: Bisexual (male pref) (technically homosexual heteroromantic. I could not be in a relationship with a girl no way. I just have no issues with sexual acts F/F 83)
Height: 5'4 1/2''
Weight: 107-113 lbs
Sign: Cancer
Likes: Hot chocolate, chocolate in general, League of Legends, Autumn, Winter, Being cozy, Harry potter, Fairy Tail, Bunny rabbits, My mate Daniel, Drawing, Cafes, food, Iced tea (canadian iced tea; not the shit American kind.), Anklespankin/Solwolf on youtube, BBQ lays chips, bread (sourdought mmMMMMM)
Dislikes: Stupid people, Having to repeat myself, Not being listened to, being talked down to, thunderstorms, being sick, feeling nauseous, spiders, scorpions, any severe weather, the sound of rain when im trying to sleep, wind, Tomatoes. I fucking hate tomatoes with a passion omg, beagles, corgis, Crew neck t-shirts
Worst fear: Nausea/vomiting.
Personality: I am a very anxious, concerned person with an inner excited playful girl. I'm emotionally exhausting, emotionally needy and all around very difficult to deal with if you're around me for prolonged amounts of time. I suffer from Depression, General Anxiety disorder and Obsessive Compulsive disorder. During my high school years, all of these along with my social situation proved too much for me and I have tried to take my life numerous times (obviously failing each time, but langing myself in the hospital instead). I have learned to somewhat deal with my depression and OCD with my anxiety really being the only one that still controls my every day. I am both completely oblivious as well as hyper aware. I have selective hearing where I can talk to you and sometimes just completely tune out and have no idea what's going on. This happens a lot in situations where I'm comfortable so I can afford to tune out. However, in stuations where I am anxious, I am hyper aware of everything that's going on from the environment to the people in it; their body language, their emotions etc etc. I have a huge case of emotional empathy where if I see an emotion, I generally start to feel it. Because of this; I can't watch dramas on TV or see people being sad or else it affects me. I am a huge crybaby and when I get scared or angry, I cry. I will tear up at the drop of a hat. This is due to the type of depression I have been diagnosed with. It makes every little bump in my life seem like mountains. (it's really inconvenient). I hate confrontation, but when faced with something I find irritating, it's hard for me not to say anything which then leads to an emotional response and then my feared confrontation. (also inconvenient). I'm extraordinarily emotional and girly but at the same time, I'm really chill and really dude-like. A lot of things most classic girls hate really don't bother me such as burping; messy eaters' geting dirty etc. I was raised in a small town with a country mother and a sophisticated dad so I'm somewhere in the middle. I love the country and I like being around the barn but I don't ride horses and I like my cell reception. I'm extraordinarily introverted where I am aware of my own actions and other actions leading off of them; but I'm also fairly extroverted where I do like to express my emotions (Especially the happier ones) and I like to share my wealth with people. I want to help everyone in need if I can and even if I can't, I still want to help. I love being cuddly with my mate, but only my mate because I hate being touched by anyone else. Uh TL;DR-> I'm an anxious, emotional crybaby who loves being cuddly with her mate, playing LoL, and chilling out and I have intense mood swings which makes me hard to be around sometimes :'D.

I could write way more but hey; no one probably read that anyways LOL. I still don't know how to describe myself in a short paragraph oTL

By the way; for clothing or undergarments; feel free to mix it up. I mostly wear country outfits that involve jeans, a plaid overshirt and a tanktop of some sort and boots but I'll also go for hoodies, kigus, yoga pants, leggings and toques <3 I love toques. I also love scarves in the winter and anything harry potter related. For undergarments, I prefer the bikini/brazilian panty style and push up bras because my chest size is sad. Colours/patterns vary and for lengerie; I generally go for like... short dressy things with colours that go well with me like this, this or this nothing hardcore like leather or shit like this or this.

Fun facts you might not know about me::
-When I was little, I almost broke my tailbone by falling off a rock onto much smaller rocks 8'D(we never went to the hospital tholol) to this day, my tailbone is fragile and sometimes it cracks when I walk.
-I am afraid of females. Like. If you're a girl and if we meet in person; I'm scared of you right off the bat. Because of this, I don't hold up friendships with females very well.
- my favorite television station is the Food Network
-I don't like getting flowers as gifts
-I don't like getting jewlery as gifts either
-I've been afurry for as long as I've been conscious. my proof? When I was 5, when all the other kid sin kindergarten were playing house and wanting to be mommy or daddy, I wanted nothing more than to be the pet rabbit. Yep. And since I can remember, all of my games of "pretend" with friends that I've had have included me being an animal character of some sort.
- My first exposure to the furry world was bugs bunny and redwall.
-I only started drawing because I wanted to be better than someone and then turns out I loved doing it.
-I used to play the fucking bagpipes.
-I am very competitive yet I hate competition and will do anything to avoid it.
-I despise being told what to do.


wooOOOOOOooo TEXT WALL.