*sighs and shivers violently* Tomorrow I'm going to try to talk to her again...
It's really hard for me, and I'm very scared.
Because I won't stand another pain.
I won't.
I won't be able to. I can't take the pain anymore. I've suffered too much.
If it fails, I'll simply... be in the Great Divide.
I mean by this... I'll be half-alive.

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"Take a breath, take it deep...
Calm yourself, he says to me...
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three...
I'm sweating now, moving slow...
No time to think, my turn to go...

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps....
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here means he's never lost....

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Then I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering, will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late to think of the value of my life....

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving, no
Know that I must pass this test....

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
I'm terrified but I'm not leaving, no
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger...."