wow. i not sure whether to be sad or say 'that looks cool!'. i know how it can be. unfortuanetly, i'm to busy to be lonely much. X.x

but i'm hoping someday, i'll find that relationship. when loneliness does catch up to me - it can really hurt. like your buried in work trying to finish it before that party with all your friends at 8 - that you never get time to go to - then you realize you didn't even know where it was.

also think i may be making it harder for myself. in real life, i make myself look so obligated, i never really let myself seem to be 'the looking' type to others - even in times when i've meet people just for wishful companionship, i can still seem very obligated. lol aah well. tis the way i am.

Yeah... I know how you feel. It just gets so numbing at times is all.