Angry
Unappreciated
Sleep Deprived
Tired of being compared to others.
Tired of made to feel like everything is a fucking competition.
Tired of feeling completely useless.
The other drawing I have started is much prettier but I'm so angry and upset right now. I can't wait to just dive into bed and just be a fat lazy cat, fuck.
raging sea and art © me/
seasaidh
Unappreciated
Sleep Deprived
Tired of being compared to others.
Tired of made to feel like everything is a fucking competition.
Tired of feeling completely useless.
The other drawing I have started is much prettier but I'm so angry and upset right now. I can't wait to just dive into bed and just be a fat lazy cat, fuck.
raging sea and art © me/
seasaidh
Category Artwork (Digital) / Doodle
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 750 x 1125px
File Size 339.9 kB
Listed in Folders
That you are angry is.. Well, it's an emotion. Not one of the good one, but sometimes one has to vent , so, that one is natural.
You are appreciated. I do enjoy the pictures of the tigress and her human, every and each time I see them. Other indicators of my appreciation exist, too.
Sleep deprived , that one is a sucker, a real asshole. There are many things one can do, such as before-going-to-bed-walk, sleep-tea ( i.e. letting it stand for a longer time before drinking ), taking a warm shower / bath, listening to calming music.
Being compared to others... Well:
a) Everybody's unique - so comparing is like comparing apples and peas.
b) When you're compared, I guess you end up favourably any way it comes. Peas are more fun and sweeter, apples more refreshing.
But, yes, it sucks.
As for feeling like i na competition... My approach always is: Do I get where I want to go?
And the answer has been so far:
"Yupp."
Maybe it takes a while longer or is more complicated.
Tired of feeling useless? Now, come on! You're a good artist, and I know you work on a bunch of things, and successfully so.
Hard to call that useless, isn't it? People saying so either lack the informations for a better judgement or are de-facto dorks . Or have unreasonable references, setting Einstein as the required minimum reference.
So, get your sleep, relax and tomorrow the day will be a new one.
Make it a brighter one!
=)
You are appreciated. I do enjoy the pictures of the tigress and her human, every and each time I see them. Other indicators of my appreciation exist, too.
Sleep deprived , that one is a sucker, a real asshole. There are many things one can do, such as before-going-to-bed-walk, sleep-tea ( i.e. letting it stand for a longer time before drinking ), taking a warm shower / bath, listening to calming music.
Being compared to others... Well:
a) Everybody's unique - so comparing is like comparing apples and peas.
b) When you're compared, I guess you end up favourably any way it comes. Peas are more fun and sweeter, apples more refreshing.
But, yes, it sucks.
As for feeling like i na competition... My approach always is: Do I get where I want to go?
And the answer has been so far:
"Yupp."
Maybe it takes a while longer or is more complicated.
Tired of feeling useless? Now, come on! You're a good artist, and I know you work on a bunch of things, and successfully so.
Hard to call that useless, isn't it? People saying so either lack the informations for a better judgement or are de-facto dorks . Or have unreasonable references, setting Einstein as the required minimum reference.
So, get your sleep, relax and tomorrow the day will be a new one.
Make it a brighter one!
=)
Thanks Aries, you're words are always very insightful. :)
My sleep depravation was due to spending my days with my mate then staying up all night with homework- because class is almost over. It was my fault, but its hard not to want to spend time with someone when they are hurting so even if I had a mental melt down last night. I don't regret it. Hopefully this week will get better.
Thank you <3
My sleep depravation was due to spending my days with my mate then staying up all night with homework- because class is almost over. It was my fault, but its hard not to want to spend time with someone when they are hurting so even if I had a mental melt down last night. I don't regret it. Hopefully this week will get better.
Thank you <3
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