Someday I'll be a butterfly
I just got inspired to do this picture yesterday. The first self portrait I've done since high school lol.
I know it's people but I hope you guys like it.
I know it's people but I hope you guys like it.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Human
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 773 x 1000px
File Size 362.7 kB
I dunno if there is anything specific with the melting. I'm often extremely emotional and cry a lot, I often see things as melting when things get extreme enough in my life to hallucinate(like lack of sleep ugh)
The butterfly has both a tie to my mental state and my past. Used to raise monarch caterpillars when I was a kid from eggs. We would release them back onto my grandparent's plant nursery to help both the population of the butterflies and for the benefit of the flower. Right now I feel like a larva struggling through life. I don't understand anything, I am soft and weak and can get really ugly when I have my breakdowns. I always see the butterfly as the escape from my current state. I don't think it will happen until I'm old and have gotten to grow a hard shell.
That's my mental process of it anyway. I think about it too much :B
The butterfly has both a tie to my mental state and my past. Used to raise monarch caterpillars when I was a kid from eggs. We would release them back onto my grandparent's plant nursery to help both the population of the butterflies and for the benefit of the flower. Right now I feel like a larva struggling through life. I don't understand anything, I am soft and weak and can get really ugly when I have my breakdowns. I always see the butterfly as the escape from my current state. I don't think it will happen until I'm old and have gotten to grow a hard shell.
That's my mental process of it anyway. I think about it too much :B
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